http://school.discovery.com/clipart/clip/stress.html

CAC FOC ended a couple of days ago, and honestly speaking, I miss every single person I knew from camp. Aftermath of camp was simply bad, as usual. I don't know how to describe this feeling, but I just felt DAMN sian on Saturday. Maybe it's because of the transition from a place where people are damn high to a place where the atmosphere has toned down a little.

Really glad to see a few familiar faces around like Curtis, a couple of people from JJ, one from my secondary school... etc. At least I didn't feel so alienated. My group, Sergia, though not very enthusiastic, was quite fun to hang out with nonetheless. I think the seniors are really cool people. Other than the seniors from my group (including the GLs), I've met other cool seniors whom I can't remember their names right now. The GLs are sweet, and cool plus hip. Really cool + hip..should have seen them on the dance floor on Thursday night. One thing though, I don't see the bond between leaders and freshies, unlike in the other groups. Nonetheless, they bought iced milk tea (MY LOVE!) for the group, and there're always two cans of drinks during meal times.

All in all, kudos to Justin and his team for making the camp a possible one.

It's great to see more mature people around, and there's definitely a great difference in the way people think at this age now, as compared to JC years.

Right now, I'm in the midst of cracking my nutmeg head cuz I have to write an editorial for Funkygrad on the camp. Not sure if they're gonna post it online, since it's just an assessment to see if I'm cut out for the job as a writer. Then this Thursday, I've got free-passess for Poltergay. Nothing is free in this world though... I have to write a movie review after that! I'm really nervous, but I'm gonna try my best.

Did I mention about my Secret Pal? I feel so cheated! I wasn't given a Freshie as an SP but a Programmer! Which means my SP wasn't really very dirty (read: soaked in mud, flour, foam, water) and I was. No worries though.. my SP is a nice and gentle guy, though there wasn't much to talk about.

Alright, I'm gonna continue my quest in cracking my nutmeg head. In case you don't know, nutmegs are quite hard to crack. I've got to add more intelligence and creativity!

TTFN~!

Enough said. Delivered right to my doorstep! Woohoo!

And so, my 19th Bday past...the good part was, I had a great time spent with my family. Miserable part is, 98% of my supposedly close friends forgot. Not that I'm some kinda big shot.. but, it's quite sad to have your close friends forgetting.

Nonetheless I enjoyed the eve of my birthday very much, coz I finally met up with CHUA SIYAN after how many donkey years?!? So so so sweet of her to treat me to a relatively pricely dinner, PLUS(!) she gave me CD Rama vouchers knowing that I want the Transformers soundtrack so badly! I was so touched i nearly cried haha. I paid for our cam-whoring session at the computer cameras.. it was so fun drawing silly things on our photos.. and I don't dare put it up lest it embarasses the both of us hehe.

Then there was the surprise bday celebration my mom planned during the farewell dinner for Jackson.. I was so so so surprised by the lovely cake Aunt Annie bought!

I actually enjoyed my bday eve and not my bday itself haha, but i definitely enjoyed watching Harry Potter (my first time watching HP in the cinema! =,=) and eating DUCKRICE AT PASIR PANJANG (South Buona Vista to be exact). Nothing's change there.. Mr. Faster-than-a-calculator is still there, and their duck and duck gravy is still as yummy :)

After watching Harry Potter, I wish I studied at Hogwarts..
No.

I wish I was Hermione! She's so intelligent and wayyyy cool!

TTFN~!

Loneliness

http://www.outercapeartauctions.net/images/22005/22005c/fernandezhs25.jpg

I thought this particular ship I boarded would bring me a pleasant journey. Who would have thought this ship I boarded went to the wrong destination, and gave me heavy waves and even flooded the whole ship. All I'm left is a small pail to pour out the water so the ship won't sink. Somehow, though, my few crew members don't seem to know that the ship is sinking. Maybe they're just oblivious, or maybe they just don't care. Maybe I'm too sensitive, or maybe I'm to naive.

TTFN~!

http://www.allposters.com/-sp/Rendezvous-a-Paris-Posters_i845637_.htm

Just came back from my secondary 2 class gathering. It's amazing how some of the ex-classmates still bother to keep in touch even after 3 to 5 years. Some people change - for the better, while some hasn't changed (which isn't really a good sign) In any case, I shan't dwell on it.
It's nice listening to the guys share 'bout their army stories. I've always enjoyed listening to army stories, and sometimes, I would imagine myself being in the army.

Am also glad that I'll be seeing some of my ex-classmates in NTU.. but that will be 2 years later. They did well for their A Levels and I'm really happy for them!

People marvel at the course I'll be undertaking in NTU... but I can't say the same for myself. Truth is, it IS an easy course to get into and I personally feel that that particular course is a dumping ground. Whatever it is, I will try my best in that course, and God-willing, take on a double-degree in my second year. (but being the imaginative me, these may just be wild fantasies and dreams that may never come to life. we'll see.)
Photos may be uploaded at a later date if yours truly isn't too lazy :)

Looking forward to CAC FOC!

TTFN~!

What I've Done - Linkin Park

In this farewell,
There is no blood,
There is no alibi,
Cause I’ve drawn regret,
From the truth,
Of a thousands lies,
So let mercy come and wash away…

What I’ve Done,
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done…

Put to rest,
What you thought of me
While, I clean this slate,
With the hands,
Of uncertainty,
So let mercy come,
And wash away…

What I’ve Done,
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done…

For what I’ve done,
I start again,
And whatever pain may come,
Today this ends,
I’m forgiving what I’ve done…

I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done…

(Na,Na,Na)

What I’ve Done,
What I’ve Done,
Forgiving what I’ve done…

http://www.harshj.com/2007/04/01/linkin-park-what-ive-done-lyrics/

Rebirth

I killed this blog, together with all the archives.

And I have revived it.

I WAS THISSSSS CLLOOSSSSEEEE TO WINNING A TRANSFORMERS GIFT PACK FROM 98.7FM!! DARN! Just not quick enough with my fingers. Urgh..

Will blog bout more serious stuff soon. Right now I'm fine and I'm looking forward to my campus life. Hope life treats me well in NTU and that I'll make good friends.

First up, ORIENTATION CAMP FROM 23rd to 28th! Can't wait..oh boy oh boy oh boy..!

TTFN~!