Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Listen to the rythm of the falling rain

It has been raining non-stop these few days, but I'm loving the rain and the cold weather. It does bring out the Christmas atmosphere, and I was just thinking to myself on my way home yesterday, how nice it would be if the rain drops were snow. I would definitely love to spend a white Christmas, and one of my wishes right now is to spend Christmas with my loved one(s) (be it my significant other or my family) in Britain (yeah I guess Love Actually has influenced me quite a bit, and I wanna go to Britain right now.)

Some people are just not contented, aren't they? They complain that it doesn't snow in Singapore, yet when they come across cold weather like how we are experiencing now, they complain that it's too cold. If you can't even appreciate the cold weather now, how would you be able to withstand the freezing winter temperatures? People are weird; they are never contented. Whatever it is, these few cold nights have made sleeping really enjoyable and sweet. I don't have to turn on the air-conditioner (fan mode) anymore; just open the windows and the God-given wind is sufficient.

And shux.. I watched Love Actually again. 4th time and counting...

I'll probably just get the DVD if it's cheap.

TTFN~!

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street



Alright, new movie coming out next year! (Rather slow though, cuz the USA will be releasing it BEFORE Christmas. Would be nicer to watch it before Christmas)

The Tim Burton and Johnny Depp duo never failed in making good movies, so I hope this is one of them. Oh, we even have casts from Harry Potter! [Severus Snape (Alan Rickman), Bellatrix Lestrange (Helena Bonham Carter), Peter Pettigrew (Beadle Bamford)]

Set in the Victorian ages with very gothic make-up and costumes, this is one movie that should not be missed! It's rather funny though, Depp was the good Edward Scissorhand, and now he's a rather deranged barber. The only difference is what they cut. Oh well... this is getting lame. :p By the way, this is a musical, so let's hope Depp sings well, or else it will totally spoil the show.

It better be good.

TTFN~!

Sunday, December 9, 2007

Love Actually

Many people I know love this scene from the movie. I have about 3 people in my contact list who used the message as their MSN nickname.

Honestly, I do like this part too, but I feel more sad than enamoured whenever I watch this scene. Putting Karl and Sarah aside, this is probably the next heartbreaking part of the movie.

Many thoughts and feelings inevitably fill me when and after I watch this movie. But I still love it just the same.

"My wasted heart will love you"

Enough, enough now..



TTFN~!

Saturday, December 8, 2007

In Christ Alone

In Christ Alone
Words and Music by Keith Getty & Stuart Townend

In Christ alone my hope is found;
He is my light, my strength, my song;
This cornerstone, this solid ground,
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
What heights of love, what depths of peace,
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease!
My comforter, my all in all—
Here in the love of Christ I stand.

In Christ alone, Who took on flesh,
Fullness of God in helpless babe!
This gift of love and righteousness,
Scorned by the ones He came to save.
Till on that cross as Jesus died,
The wrath of God was satisfied;
For ev'ry sin on Him was laid—
Here in the death of Christ I live.

There in the ground His body lay,
Light of the world by darkness slain;
Then bursting forth in glorious day,
Up from the grave He rose again!
And as He stands in victory,
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me;
For I am His and He is mine—
Bought with the precious blood of Christ.

No guilt in life, no fear in death—
This is the pow'r of Christ in me;
From life's first cry to final breath,
Jesus commands my destiny.
No pow'r of hell, no scheme of man,
Can ever pluck me from His hand;
Till He returns or calls me home—
Here in the pow'r of Christ I'll stand.

Friday, December 7, 2007

Love Actually, again.

"Because I thought it would have been something worse!"

"Worse than the total agony of being in love..."

-speechless-
"Ah. Right. The total agony"

Let me echo that..
Right... the total agony.

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Love Actually Is All Around

(I posted one entry on this and it didn't appear. Now I have to type everything again)

Watching Love Actually brought me into the mood of Christmas, which is good I guess. It's a great show, but it's rather cliche isn't it? Everyone suddenly has the courage to confess to their significant other (except for Sarah and Karl that is). And is "and at christmas you tell the truth" justifiable? Can't you tell someone you love him/her on any other day?

Alright, that was the cynical side of me talking. Let the gushy and wishful side of me speak now.

Love Actually actually is a really sweet movie. Of cos, I wish someone could tell me he/she loves me on Christmas (who wouldn't?). The couples are really sweet in the film. Jamie traveling all the way to Marseille to propose and tell Aurelia how much he means to her, Mark telling Juliet that she's perfect to him even though her heart now belongs to someone else, and even little Sam who went all the way to the airport to confess his love to Joanna, not letting the opportunity slip off his hands. Awww..

Alright. "Enough, enough now."

If I had the courage of a lion, I'd probably do the same.

But nah, imma coward. Haha :p

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Daughtry - Over You

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.

I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

I know I've put this up before, but I am seriously addicted to this song for quite some time now. I have to listen to it before I sleep, and somehow it automatically plays in my head at times. I guess the day I get sick of this song will be the day I safely can say "I got over you".

*shrugs* oh well.

Whatever. Daughtry's voice is just so heart-melting. I wonder how he'd sound singing a ballad or sentimental song.

TTFN~!

P.s: I still can't bear to leave blogger for Multiply. ROAR!

Love is All Around - Wet Wet Wet

I feel it in my fingers
I feel it in my toes
Love is all around me
And so the feeling grows

It’s written on the wind
It’s everywhere I go, oh yes it is
So if you really love me
Come on and let it show

You know I love you
I always will
My mind’s made up
By the way that I feel
There’s no beginning
There’ll be no end
‘Cause on my love
You can depend

I see your face before me
As I lay on my bed
I kinda get to thinking
Of all the things you said, oh yes I did
You gave your promise to me
And I gave mine to you
I need someone beside me
In everything I do, oh yes I do

You know I love you
I always will
My mind’s made up
By the way that I feel
There’s no beginning
There’ll be no end
‘Cause on my love
You can depend

Ooh, it’s written in the wind
And where I go
So if you really love me
Come on and let it show

Monday, December 3, 2007

Murder

Holidays are seriously killing me.

Opposite of Divide

Okay, my Multiply is on its way to birth. Finally figured a way to add a tagboard, so I'm gonna abandon Blogger anytime soon. =p

One more thing

Oh I forgot to say something in my previous post. I saw spiderman on the 42km marathon! I'm serious! I think he's an old man, but he was probably taking part in the Runspiration fancy dress competition, hence the costume. I take my hat off him though.. I wonder how he breathes through that mask of his.

Sunday, December 2, 2007

Marathon

Feeling super exhausted from the Standard Chartered Marathon. No, I'm not a runner (though I might consider taking part next year :p), but I was busy pouring water into cups for the runners. Easy? Not when a crowd of runners just keep coming towards the cups and carelessly grabbings cups, spilling water all over. The African runners were super pro. Finished the whole course within 3 hours. The News said that there were two separate marathons - local and international. No wonder we see no Singaporean shadow initially.

Tired tired tired. December has started and for the very first time in my life, I'm dreading December.

TTFN~!

Saturday, December 1, 2007

I promise...

That it will not be rekindled...

Friday, November 30, 2007

Blogging of Boredom

I don't usually like to blog about the day's happenings, and even when I do, it's usually because I am either excited about the day, or I'm just plain bored. This post explains the latter.

Went to the Sitex fair today. Damn crowded. I hate crowds. Okay, it was not that bad. Fid and I finally got ourselves a hard drives each, and that Jieqiang.. grr.. HE GOT A VAIO! Joseph and Minyi were damn nice to have followed us even though they didn't get anything.

I had BK! wheee~!

TTFN~!

Daughtry

Daughtry rocks. His voice is mesmerizing and so is he. I love his head (hairstyle?) and goatee! Ultimate man. haha. My kinda style =p

Photos photos photos! I love this charming picture of my dearest.

The kiwi that Dad cut for me. So beautiful right!

And look who got a new haircut! He looks like some PRC now, but he's still as adorable =)

I thought about it.. Yes, I am very upset that my classmates and I are separated for next semester, but I guess we should take comfort in the fact that we'll still see each other in lectures. We can always meet up for lunch at our usual spot! Afterall, we've all spent one wonderful and fruitful semester together. I've definitely met new friends who are true jewels and gems. :)

TTFN~! gonna be a geek tmr cuz I'm going to Sitex. Hah.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Don't deal!!

I just watched one of the most exciting Deal or No Deal episodes, and boy I can tell you, I feel like slapping the spouse of the contestant.

Cravings

I'm craving for:
1. Japanese food. Salmon sashimi in particular.
2. Pasta
3. Chicken Nuggets
4. Fried Chicken Wings
5. Calilbee spicy potato chips
6. Stingray
7. Bedok's fried hokkien mee and ba chor mee
8. 58 ba chor mee from taman jurong.

:(

I doubt our class will remain as a class next semester. Almost everyone has different tutorial slots.

:( :(

TTFN~!

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

I WANT a colourful life.

I WANT an SLR Camera.
A Canon EOS would be good.
I WANT a Hard Drive.
Will be getting it from the Sitex fair though.
I WANT to pass my driving test before I hit 20 years old.
My driving test will be on 050508.
I WANT school to start soon.
Wait.. do I really want to?
I WANT to pass my exams with flying colours!
Hmmm... that's not very possible.
I WANT to watch I Am Legend starring Will Smith and a German Shepherd.
I will watch it.

Oh, check out this cool Canon website, where they give you tips on photography.
I have not given up my photography interest, and I'm looking around for a decent SLR to start with. Any lobang, please let me know :)

TTFN~!

OH!

Nowonder this looks rather familiar!


Not because I said these three were Angela, Yijun and Winifred... =p

But I think I watched them when I was a whole lot younger!!
Wasnt an avid fan though, but still.. I did watch a few episodes.


They're so cute!

TTFN~!

Monday, November 26, 2007

On a slightly happier note...

I FINALLY passed my Final Theory Test.

ttfn~!

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Phew

I swear I could have gotten a heart attack when I received my cousin's sms in the morning. No wonder I found it weird she called me at an unearthly time. The sms scared the hell outta me, that Popo knocked her head and was in A&E. Rushed into parents' room and broke to them the news. I'm sure I could have given my mom a heart attack too. Fortunately, the fall wasn't a bad one. Just five stitches and she could go back home.

Phew.

Thank God nothing happened, that's all I can say.

TTFN~!

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Beowulf

Went with my wonderful bunch of tutorial mates to catch Beowulf today. For a moment, I imagined myself watching Shrek instead of Beowulf! I guess it's precisely because I had high expectations for it, hence the utter disappointment throughout and at the end of the movie. I thought Neil Gaiman is better than that! Oh well, let's hope Coraline next year will be good. I heard Stardust is good. Let's hope that's the case.

Although the movie failed my expectations, it was good entertainment nonetheless. I guess I only liked the dragon =p

It was a great time with my friends, nonetheless. Crapped, talked, and laughed together as usual. Boy, you can never get sick of these people. I just love them all.

Looking forward to Will Smith's I Am Legend! That movie better be good!

TTFN~!

Thursday, November 22, 2007

情非得已

难以忘记初次见你 一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里 你的身影 挥散不去
握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气 你的天真 我想珍惜
看到你受委屈 我会伤心

只怕我自己会爱上你 不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你 爱你也需要很大的勇气

只怕我自己会爱上你 也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己 爱上你是我情非得已
爱上你是我情非得已


什么原因 我竟然又会遇见你
我真的真的不愿意 就这样陷入爱的陷阱

This song best explains my current state.

TTFN~!

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

When you say nothing at all

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Try as they may they can never define
What's being said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Walao

My old template is gone. And I cannot take it back cos of some alignment problem. Grr.
One more paper to go! Yay!
Anyway I will be switching to Multiply soon. In fact, I've already started using it, but I'm still not used to certain features. So shall stick to this for now.

TTFN~!

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Friends

My friends make me wanna cry.

Not because they're bullies! But because they are so, so sweet and caring :) They're as sweet as honey! haha..

How can I be upset when there are so many people who care?

Thank God for friends.
True friends.

TTFN~!

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Sigh

Po po (grandma) is very sick :(
I screwed my HL101 assignment, big time. :(
I'm gonna screw my exams cos I am not prepared at all. Seriously, nothing can comfort me right now.

But.. who cares 'bout the outcome of the exams now?

I hope I don't lose a loved one.. I don't like that feeling.

Friday, November 9, 2007

Lost

Somone stole my HL808 Magical Realism essay. The essay which I put in so much effort and hope in. Was searching for it in the HL808 box over and over again, but couldn't find it. Thank God Prof Bede was in his office. Well, maybe losing the essay for 5minutues in the office with the man who possibly has the most beautiful eyes is worth it afterall ;)

Still.. whoever that person is must be super desperate. In Bede's words, "disgusting".

TGIFTTFN~!

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Urgh.

Why are people so ironic? Saying something but meaning another. It's damn frustrating and irritating.

Oh wait. I'm like that too.

Sunday, November 4, 2007

Came back from a motivational camp at Victoria School yesterday. Super exhausted cuz I only slept for one hour throughout the camp, and trekked from Bukit Timah all the way to MacRitchie (again!) I love trekking though, especially with my group. A bunch of fine gentlemen indeed.

Attached are some photos! VS is a BEAUTIFUL school!


VS at night.

VS Hostel

Water bottle game


With Coach Audrey

Traffic Light game.

Monkeys which approached us like they wanna fight.
The boys' reaction were damn hilarious!


Hands and Eyes game. It was funny what analogy they used to describe the ghost!


Blind leading the blind

Bobo! and Pikachu at the back.


Err, someone's towel.


Untangling their knots


Riduan, who's as short as me haha. Really cute guy, indeed UANderful =p


Syafiq, who added lots of fun to the group.


Some of the people from Team 3!


Read what's on the mahjong paper.


Trainers with two boys.


VS boys brought me back to the mood of rubix cube. Most of them can solve it within 2 minutes!
Amazing. They have influenced most of the trainers to do rubixing. I still can't solve it, dammit.
TTFN~!

Thursday, November 1, 2007

No, the heavens looked down AT you, but you looked away.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Grow Old With You
Adam Sandler

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

Had a great time jamming and playing the guitar with Joseph today, with beautiful vocal accompliments from Yijun and Anisah. It's been very long since I played the guitar with and in front of my friends. I think we'll have one more session next Friday =) (Yes, Fridays. I love Fridays). Unfortunately, next week is the last week of school. It will be books books books. I have a lot of books to read within these couple of weeks. Shit.

TTFN~!

Saturday, October 27, 2007

NTU ENGLISH LITERATURE HALLOWEEN PARTY


Me, Grim Reaper

Angela, boy zombie


Us with Quigles (Professor Quigley) and another Professor


Us with a Vampire and Invisible Man


"Reaping" Quigles =D


Namz as Morticia Addams!


Hey Morticia, that's MY job.





Jeremy


Us with Jeremy. Yijun as a gothic girl; Constance as a boy


Us with Professor Dawson


Red indian and...



Wizards?


I love this ghost.


Look who I found? My relative!


Mini performance.




Joseph as Neo. He has decided to shoot himself so I can reap his soul




Professor Andrew as the Invisble Man


Brian Hoca.




Wonderful bunch of (incomplete) classmates


Friday, October 26, 2007

Just came back from the English Lit Department Halloween party! My first time "celebrating" Halloween. Dressed as a Grim Reaper this year. Really really appreciate my Mom's effort in sewing my costume and going around places with my Dad to help me look for the mask and costume. No other words can describe my sincere appreciation towards them.

Halloween party wasn't very good, but the company was good. Some of the people's costumes are really interesting! Shall upload all the photos when I've gotten them from my friends.

If I had to describe this week, I'd describe it in two words: "The Horror!".
Yep.. indeed, "the horror, the horror!" (from Heart of Darkness). Stayed up til about 4am to complete the essay, and went to school 5 hours later, looking like a panda. But who cares, it's Fridays and I love Fridays! Seems like today was better than last Friday ;) Fridays rock. It's a pity I only have one more Friday left for school =(

Well, next week will be another bad week because I'll have to do HL101's assignment! Sighh...

Overall, it has been a happy week though, despite the lack of sleep. Not looking forward to exams. I'm so glad the modules I'm taking next semester have been pre-registered, so that means there's a high chance that I'll be in the same class as my current tutorial mates! Hope that's the case. I love all of them =)

School's fun when you have a motivation. But seems like I'm going with the wrong motivation.

Anyway, it's ironic how cluttered this post is. Craft of Writing supposedly teaches me not to write in a clutter manner. But who cares. I'm just typing whatever that comes into my mind.

Right now, I'm really happy. Surprisingly, I'm looking forward to Monday already! =p

TTFN~!

"Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?"
- Teardrops on My Guitar - Taylor Swift

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Bubbly
Colbie Caillat

I've been awake for a while now
You make me feel like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

It starts in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I going to say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it stats in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go

wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while
I was about to post something really bad.
Somehow the time was right or something. Someone signed in, and my heart was immediately calmed.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Getting To Know You - Oscar Hammerstein II

Getting to know you,
Getting to know all about you,
Getting to like you,
Getting to hope you like me.

Getting to know you,
Putting it my way, but nicely,
You are precisely
My cup of tea!

Getting to know you,
Getting to feel free and easy,
When I am with you,
Getting to know what to say.

Haven't you noticed?
Suddenly I'm bright and breezy,
Because of all the beautiful and new
Things I'm learning about you
Day by day!

Getting to know you,
Getting to know all about you,
Getting to like you,
Getting to hope you like me.

Friday, October 19, 2007

Yay, it's Friday!
I love Fridays, and today is possibly one of the best Fridays ever since school started *smitten and sheepish smile*

But...

No point eleborating on the 'but'. 'but' in itself is an opposition. So go figure the complexity (messiness) of my mind.

Thinking back just leads to an inevitable smile though =)

Oh, I got an A- for my essay for writing class! I thought I'd get a C cos that paper was really scrwed up. Hope I can get around the same for the next assignment cos the next assignment is crappier.

TTFN~!

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

I usually don't blog about these kinda stuff, but this time I have to because I can't contain my disgust and anger. I think I'm slow or something, cuz I don't even know when it started.. but it's never too late. Read the following:

The Penal Code of Singapore, in Section 377a, provides for a jail sentence for up to two years should a man be found to have committed an act of "gross indecency" with another man. (http://www.repeal377a.com/)

We discussed a little about Queer Theory in lecture today. Hoca said that it's weird to ask this question, "Do you approve of homosexuality?" I can't remember what he said about this question which he deemed as weird.

But if I were to ask myself this question (putting religion aside for awhile), I wouldn't outrightly say I approve of it, but that doesn't mean I disapprove. I guess I don't really care if someone is homosexual and engages in "gross indecency" with another man/woman. Why should I give even a teeny bit of my concern when what they're doing isn't affecting me at all? I don't gain anything, neither do I lose anything. Life goes as per normal for me. Does homosexuality makes the government look uglier? By imposing such laws, won't other countries mock at us for being so strict? That's not the point anyway. And it's not like we're some conservative states where the rules have to be set alongside some religious books or beliefs. We're a state where “all persons are equal before the law and entitled to the equal protection of the law”.
(Or so they say, eh?)

Seriously, as much as I get disgusted with homosexuals at times, cos I don't know what the hell they're thinking, I seriously feel that they should have their own privacy. They ARE humans afterall, with their OWN feelings and likings. No human should help another decide their love or sexual interest. (simply put, MIND UR OWN BUSINESS)

There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so.
- William Shakespeare

Monday, October 15, 2007

If Men Could Menstruate
by
Gloria Steinem

Living in India made me understand that a white minority of the world has spent centuries conning us into thinking a white skin makes people superior, even though the only thing it really does is make them more subject to ultraviolet rays and wrinkles.

Reading Freud made me just as skeptical about penis envy. The power of giving birth makes "womb envy" more logical, and an organ as external and unprotected as the penis makes men very vulnerable indeed.

But listening recently to a woman describe the unexpected arrival of her menstrual period (a red stain had spread on her dress as she argued heatedly on the public stage) still made me cringe with embarrassment. That is, until she explained that, when finally informed in whispers of the obvious event, she said to the all-male audience, "and you should be proud to have a menstruating woman on your stage. It's probably the first real thing that's happened to this group in years."

Laughter. Relief. She had turned a negative into a positive. Somehow her story merged with India and Freud to make me finally understand the power of positive thinking. Whatever a "superior" group has will be used to justify its superiority, and whatever and "inferior" group has will be used to justify its plight. Black me were given poorly paid jobs because they were said to be "stronger" than white men, while all women were relegated to poorly paid jobs because they were said to be "weaker." As the little boy said when asked if he wanted to be a lawyer like his mother, "Oh no, that's women's work." Logic has nothing to do with oppression.

So what would happen if suddenly, magically, men could menstruate and women could not?

Clearly, menstruation would become an enviable, worthy, masculine event:

Men would brag about how long and how much.

Young boys would talk about it as the envied beginning of manhood. Gifts, religious ceremonies, family dinners, and stag parties would mark the day.

To prevent monthly work loss among the powerful, Congress would fund a National Institute of Dysmenorrhea. Doctors would research little about heart attacks, from which men would be hormonally protected, but everything about cramps.

Sanitary supplies would be federally funded and free. Of course, some men would still pay for the prestige of such commercial brands as Paul Newman Tampons, Muhammad Ali's Rope-a-Dope Pads, John Wayne Maxi Pads, and Joe Namath Jock Shields- "For Those Light Bachelor Days." (i like this part haha)

Statistical surveys would show that men did better in sports and won more Olympic medals during their periods.

Generals, right-wing politicians, and religious fundamentalists would cite menstruation ("men-struation") as proof that only men could serve God and country in combat ("You have to give blood to take blood"), occupy high political office ("Can women be properly fierce without a monthly cycle governed by the planet Mars?"), be priests, ministers, God Himself ("He gave this blood for our sins"), or rabbis ("Without a monthly purge of impurities, women are unclean").

Male liberals and radicals, however, would insist that women are equal, just different; and that any woman could join their ranks if only she were willing to recognize the primacy of menstrual rights ("Everything else is a single issue") or self-inflict a major wound every month ("You must give blood for the revolution").

Street guys would invent slang ("He's a three-pad man") and "give fives" on the corner with some exchenge like, "Man you lookin' good!"

"Yeah, man, I'm on the rag!"

TV shows would treat the subject openly. (Happy Days: Richie and Potsie try to convince Fonzie that he is still "The Fonz," though he has missed two periods in a row. Hill Street Blues: The whole precinct hits the same cycle.) So would newspapers. (Summer Shark Scare Threatens Menstruating Men. Judge Cites Monthlies In Pardoning Rapist.) And so would movies. (Newman and Redford in Blood Brothers!)

Men would convince women that sex was more pleasurable at "that time of the month." Lesbians would be said to fear blood and therefore life itself, though all they needed was a good menstruating man.

Medical schools would limit women's entry ("they might faint at the sight of blood").

Of course, intellectuals would offer the most moral and logical arguements. Without the biological gift for measuring the cycles of the moon and planets, how could a woman master any discipline that demanded a sense of time, space, mathematics-- or the ability to measure anything at all? In philosophy and religion, how could women compensate for being disconnected from the rhythm of the universe? Or for their lack of symbolic death and resurrection every month?

Menopause would be celebrated as a positive event, the symbol that men had accumulated enough years of cyclical wisdom to need no more.

Liberal males in every field would try to be kind. The fact that "these people" have no gift for measuring life, the liberals would explain, should be punishment enough.

And how would women be trained to react? One can imagine right-wing women agreeing to all these arguements with a staunch and smiling masochism. ("The ERA would force housewives to wound themselves every month": Phyllis Schlafly)

In short, we would discover, as we should already, that logic is in the eye of the logician. (For instance, here's an idea for theorists and logicians: if women are supposed to be less rational and more emotional at the beginning of our menstrual cycle when the female hormone is at its lowest level, then why isn't it logical to say that, in those few days, women behave the most like the way men behave all month long? I leave further improvisation up to you.)

The truth is that, if men could menstruate, the power justifications would go on and on.

If we let them.

(c) Gloria Steinem, Outrageous Acts and Everyday Rebellions. NY: NAL, 1986.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

I was in the living room with my family, when we saw Halle Berry on TV, which sparked off the following comments.

Mom: That's Thunder right?
Samantha and me: No lah, it's Storm
Dad: Oh from the Invisible 4 right?
Me: NO LAH X-MEN LAH

Ok I found it rather cute and funny hehe.

TTFN~!

Friday, October 12, 2007

I'm so glad this week is over. HL102 really nearly killed me, but thank God that family and friends cared. I'm beginning to understand why my vocation is in NTU and not FASS.. It's not a bad thing afterall. I used to think NTU Eng Lit was where they dump useless people.. but I was wrong.. it's a place for people with talents, passion, brains, intelligence etc. If I'm already suffering in my studies here in NTU, I wonder how it'll be at FASS. Anyway, thank God for friends in school that are really angels sent by God to encourage me.

I mentioned that I wanna blog about my trip to the Toy Museum. Well, as there are many photos, I'm unable to upload them here. So if you wanna have a look on what are the toys they have, just check out the 3 albums in my Facebook.

Some of the toys I saw brought back memories. Speaking of memories..I was packing my cupboard when I saw my JJ uniform.. decided to try it on and see how I'd look (thank God I still can fit in without any problems). Kinda made me nostalgic.. Although the school sucked..there were other points that made going to school fun afterall.. Friends, eye-candy, Jimbo (HAHA), softball blabla.

Did I mention that Im so glad this suicidal week is over?

IT'S OVER!

TTFN~!

Thursday, October 11, 2007

I'm very sure Edmund Spenser was watching me from behind, mocking and laughing at me all the way while I was doing my essay.

Soon, really soon, Shakespeare will visit me and mock me just the same.
Or maybe even Geoffrey Chaucer..
WHO KNOWS? MILTON!?

These amazing people will be sitting behind/beside me, mocking at me while I do my essays..

Should I be honoured or what?

Bahh...

ttfn~!

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Procrastination has taken its toll on me.
Or should I say, procrastination has always been taking its toll on me.
As such, I had/have to rush 4 assignments (3 major assignments, 1 homework).

There's so much I wanna blog about, especially about my visit to the Toy Museum on Sunday, but since I'll have many photos to upload, with so little time, I will probably do it on Friday.

Haven't been getting enough sleep these few nights.. Can't wait for this killer week to be over. Ever since school started, I've never felt time pass so slow before. This week is simply moving too slow and strenuous.

Back to sonnet-ing!
Edward Spenser just made life difficult for me.
And soon will Shakespeare, Milton, Chaucer, and many other "great" men.

TTFN~!

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Right now, 1234 908 1929461 243019 843 ideas are in my head but I just can't organise them for my essay!
I wanna sleep! My head is aching!

Shit. can't imagine how I'm gonna start on my HL102.

too much Sarsi, too much milo
too much food, too much FATS!

TTFN~!

Monday, October 1, 2007

Sorry, Blame it on Me
Akon
(http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/akon-lyrics/sorry,-blame-it-on-me-lyrics.html)

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me


This song was released in July 07, and if I'm not wrong, Akon himself wrote this song. Quite a nice song that pretty much sums up the shit he went through in April. I can't believe he did that despicable thing, but well, it's not very surprising since it's so common in the US. What I'm pissed is they really made a big deal out of it. I mean c'mon.. I'm sure Akon isn't the only guy who has done these kinda stuff. If you wanna blame, that under-aged girl bears more of the blame..or maybe her parents.. wait.. maybe even the club for not checking her ID!

I can't be bothered to relate the whole incident here. Just read it here.

It's quite sweet of Akon to apologise to a few people in his song. I was particular surprised when Gwen's name appeared in his song. That was before I understood the story behind the song.

On a more random note, I've always liked Akon songs and his voice. One thing I still can't believe up till now is his looks! Man.. he looks so old and....erm.. not that good looking. No offence though. =p

TTFN~!

Sunday, September 30, 2007


This film is a very good film,
BUT
to do an essay for it can be quite tiring!
TTFN
~talk about nostalgia. HAH.

Friday, September 28, 2007

(took this from Facebook)

IF YOU WERE BORN IN THE 80's IN SINGAPORE
You would remember...

You grew up watching He-man, MASK, Transformers, Silver Hawk and Mickey Mouse, Ninja turtles, Carebears, Robocop, My Little Pony and Smurfs.

You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You would squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug.

You hated or loved the school nurse (she was either pretty or mean).

You know what SBC stands for.

You paid 40 cents for cartons of Chocolate or Strawberry milk every week in class.

Everyone's wallet used to be the velcro type

It was cool to have pagers in primary school

SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned. The bus seats are made of wood and the cushionwere red. The big red bell gave a loud BEEP! when pressed.

There were still bus tickets and bus conductors would come up to check them.

Envelopes were given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day.

You've probably read Young Generation magazine.You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable.

You know what PETS are and the hidden animals in all the text pages. You hated penmanship.

Writing lines and caning hands were common, esp if you failed chinese spelling (caning was actually allowed. no shit).

You were there when they first introduced the MRT here. You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to see the scenery.

Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50.

Gals were fascinated by Strawberry Short Cake and Barbie Dolls.

You learn to laugh like The Count in Sesame Street.

You bought tidbits called beebee (20 cents per pack, 10 cents in MGS), and mamee (30 cents), that had a different sticker in it every time.

You carried a lunch box to school but either threw away the food or brought it back home again.

You watched TV2 (also known as Channel 10) cartoons because Channel 5 never had enough cartoons for you.

Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven were probably the thickest
story books you thought you would ever read.

KFC used to be a high class restaurant that served food in plates and had metal forks and knives. (I dont remember this, anyone?)

The most vulgar thing you said was asshole and idiot and THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'chicken pie'...you just couldn't bring yourself to say the hokkien translation.

Catching and pepsi-cola was the IN thing, and twist was the
magic word.

Your English workbooks were made of some damn poor quality paper that was smooth and yellow.

You came to school 15 mins before the bell every morning just so you could copy someone's homework.

CDIS was your best friend.

The only computer lessons in school involved funny pixellized characters in 16 colours walking about trying to teach you math.

Waterbottles were slung around your neck and a must everywhere you went.

Boys loved to play soccer with small stones or tennis balls in the basketball court.

Girls played five stones and boys played with marbles.

Science was fun with the Balsam and the Angsana being the most important plants of our lives, guppies and swordtail being the most important fishes.

Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and John, immortalized in our minds from school textbooks.

We conducted experiments of our own to get badges for being a Young Zoologist/Botanist etc.

Every Children's day and National day you either got pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or useless plastic files with 'Happy National Day 1994'.

You wore BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes.

Your form teacher taught you Maths, Science and English.

You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school
to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes.

There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday (you hated them).

Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $2 or more for pocket mone everyday.

You saw Wee Kim Wee's/Ong Teng Chong's face in the school hall.

Boys liked catching fighting spiders, earthworms or tadpoles.

Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys.

Class monitors and prefects loved to say, "You talk somemore, I write your name ah!"

You got booked for muddy shoes in class.

There were at least 40 people in one class.

You brought every single book to school, even though there was a timetable.

There was a pro-yo/bumblebee, digimon craze at some point in time
Our Very Own Creation:
JELLYBERRY CHEESECAKE!



Mother and I made this strawberry cheesecake. It's our first attempt, so the cutting doesn't look as appealing, but we're gonna make it again during the weekends, and I'll put up a nicer picture. Can't see the bottom layer? Will put up the details of the cheesecake in our next attempt.

Not that I'm trying to boast, but the cheesecake tasted YUMMYLICIOUS!

Interested in trying it for yourself? Contact me for good rates! :)

TTFN~!

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

I was going home from tuition last night, and along the way, I saw children holding lanterns and playing with candles. Brought me down Memory Lane where I used to celebrate Mid-Autumn Festival (commonly known as Lantern Festival when I was younger) in Clementi, Blk 604. I remember playing candles and lanterns with my sister, as well as our closest neighbours then. There was once, we created a HUGE fire at the basketball court. That was one of the most memorable MAF ever. Ever since we moved to 716, MAF wasn't as fun.

In CCK? Don't even wanna celebrate MAF. I guess the fun isn't there anymore, and probably cuz I'm aging heh.

Anyway, I finally signed up for my electric guitar lessons! Can't wait can't wait!
Of course, I'm running outta ka-ching and I really need to look for another tuition assignment. Waiting for those agencies to call me!

TTFN~!

Tuesday, September 25, 2007





Nice song by the Eagles. I guess I'm in the soft-rock mood now. Eagles rock. Their songs are good. I was looking up on Hotel California, and some people rumoured that it has something to do with the Church of Satan, which led me to the Church of Satan website, which I didn't stay for long cuz it was quite scary, which led me to learn more about the CoS on Wikipedia, where I did learn something.

What bad English in the preceding paragraph..

Okay, I will be registering for electric guitar lessons tmr. Gonna learn scales and tabs! Woohoo! Then maybe someday I can form my own band and just rock away.

Okay, not a very productive day today, but I read Texts and Contexts! Only read up on New Criticism though. But there's a story behind why I read it, and the story came from the nightmare I had last night. NIGHTMARE I TELL YOU!

In my dream, I was caught in this room with a few people. The setting is like those movies where there's a psycho killer somewhere. So, as mentioned, I was in this room that seem somewhat like an office. There was a killing spree, and the people in the room were named after the methodologies I studied in HL104. I could only remember two though; 'New Criticism' and 'Deconstruction'. In short, all I remember was me running around the place with the murderer following closely. He stabbed me, and I soon found out he's 'New Criticism'. Funny, but scary nonetheless.

No joke, ok. HL104 literally gives nightmares. I think I totally screwed my abstract which I managed to finish on time.

I like the following video: Tale of Rock.
It's really cute!

TTFN~!

Monday, September 24, 2007

Oh man I totally screwed myself up.

I was so looking forward to reading my texts during recess week, but look what happened today. I slept my Monday away. One day down, 4 more to go.

I need some damn discipline, damn it.

TTFN~!

Sunday, September 23, 2007

I had a taste of what life as a garang guni man is like today. IT'S DAMN TIRING AND I FELT SO SHAGGED JUST AFTER THE FIRST HALF OF COLLECTION.

Had to collect newspapers to raise funds for CAC FOC. On the brighter side, we managed to raise quite a lot of money, plus it was a good time to "exercise" and burn off some calories and train my arms =p

Besides having a feel of what garung guni-ng it like, I saw the life and death of a pigeon. It was a quite a sight. As I was keeping watch over the collected stuff, I saw on the grass a struggling pigeon. Seriously, I don't know how it dropped to the grass, coz just a few minutes before that, there was no pigeon there. So anyway, I saw its legs struggling while it tried to move its feathers. I couldn't see its head by the way. My friend came by and was so shocked by the pigeon coz she saw the pigeon actually foaming! (Great eyesight I must say, considering the size of the mouth of the pigeon). Both of us watched the helpless bird struggle for approximately 5 minutes before its final seconds. Its tail just gradually stopped shivering. RIP, pigeon.

But...

About a few moments later, a crow came and ate the dead pigeon and started ripping it apart. So much for RIP.

Dead pigeon with other oblivious pigeons happily pecking on dropped rice grains.



Dead Pigeon



Friend of dead pigeon, I suppose? Since it's the only pigeon that remained when the food were gone.


Seems like the friend is keeping watch over Dead Pigeon.


The group of wonderful and efficient Garung Guni-s!



TTFN~!