The Endless Road

No colour, no leaves,
Just tree branches beckoning to somewhere bleak.
In every corner, darkness creeps
Who knows where this road would lead.

Beauty in Ugly

Get real, and see the beauty in ugly.
Ignore all superficiality

The rose is pretty,
But the thorn is special.

ttfn~!

I'll be patient

Trying to do things without regrets now. Or should I say, I have to do certain things so I won't regret in the end.

Sigh.

Oh well...

God makes all things beautiful in His time. I need to pray for patience to wait on the Lord for the best provision for me :)

Recess week is over, and I'm trying my best to be hardworking. Don't want my GPA to drop. No motivation for school at the moment but I guess God will be my guide and strength through this period of sian-ness.

TTFN~!

?

Is this really happening?
Do I really want this to happen?

I feel like digging a hole in the ground now and just hide there until my mind is clear.

I promise...

That it will not be rekindled...

情非得已

难以忘记初次见你　一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里　你的身影　挥散不去
握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气　你的天真　我想珍惜
看到你受委屈　我会伤心

只怕我自己会爱上你　不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你　爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你　也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己　爱上你是我情非得已
爱上你是我情非得已

什么原因　我竟然又会遇见你
我真的真的不愿意　就这样陷入爱的陷阱

This song best explains my current state.

TTFN~!

Just came back from the English Lit Department Halloween party! My first time "celebrating" Halloween. Dressed as a Grim Reaper this year. Really really appreciate my Mom's effort in sewing my costume and going around places with my Dad to help me look for the mask and costume. No other words can describe my sincere appreciation towards them.

Halloween party wasn't very good, but the company was good. Some of the people's costumes are really interesting! Shall upload all the photos when I've gotten them from my friends.

If I had to describe this week, I'd describe it in two words: "The Horror!".
Yep.. indeed, "the horror, the horror!" (from Heart of Darkness). Stayed up til about 4am to complete the essay, and went to school 5 hours later, looking like a panda. But who cares, it's Fridays and I love Fridays! Seems like today was better than last Friday ;) Fridays rock. It's a pity I only have one more Friday left for school =(

Well, next week will be another bad week because I'll have to do HL101's assignment! Sighh...

Overall, it has been a happy week though, despite the lack of sleep. Not looking forward to exams. I'm so glad the modules I'm taking next semester have been pre-registered, so that means there's a high chance that I'll be in the same class as my current tutorial mates! Hope that's the case. I love all of them =)

School's fun when you have a motivation. But seems like I'm going with the wrong motivation.

Anyway, it's ironic how cluttered this post is. Craft of Writing supposedly teaches me not to write in a clutter manner. But who cares. I'm just typing whatever that comes into my mind.

Right now, I'm really happy. Surprisingly, I'm looking forward to Monday already! =p

TTFN~!

"Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?"
- Teardrops on My Guitar - Taylor Swift

Getting To Know You - Oscar Hammerstein II

Getting to know you,
Getting to know all about you,
Getting to like you,
Getting to hope you like me.

Getting to know you,
Putting it my way, but nicely,
You are precisely
My cup of tea!

Getting to know you,
Getting to feel free and easy,
When I am with you,
Getting to know what to say.

Haven't you noticed?
Suddenly I'm bright and breezy,
Because of all the beautiful and new
Things I'm learning about you
Day by day!

Getting to know you,
Getting to know all about you,
Getting to like you,
Getting to hope you like me.

Yay, it's Friday!
I love Fridays, and today is possibly one of the best Fridays ever since school started *smitten and sheepish smile*

But...

No point eleborating on the 'but'. 'but' in itself is an opposition. So go figure the complexity (messiness) of my mind.

Thinking back just leads to an inevitable smile though =)

Oh, I got an A- for my essay for writing class! I thought I'd get a C cos that paper was really scrwed up. Hope I can get around the same for the next assignment cos the next assignment is crappier.

TTFN~!

Gonna be a garung-guni girl for tomorrow's canvassing.

Not exactly very excited about it, considering the fact that they shifted the meeting time behind by half an hour. Please..30 minutes of sleep can help a lot. Damn.

I'm considering taking up basic electric guitar lessons. All these while, my knowledge on the guitar is limited to chords and chords alone. I wanna learn scales, I wanna learn tabs. That way, my precious and dearest electric guitar won't become a white elephant in the house.

There's this promotion going on.. not too sure about it. Something like, if you register with them during this period, you get a free acoustic guitar if you follow some requirements? Oh whatever, it's somewhere along those lines. Come to think of it, what would I do with an extra acoustic guitar? I already have one. Maybe I can sell the new one =D It'd be great if they gave a free electric.. but then again, what can I do with it since I already have one? I think 3 guitars in the house is already taking up quite an unreasonable amount of space.. imagine a fourth one coming in!

It's only 9pm and I'm feeling quite sleepy already, but I don't feel like sleeping. I don't like sleeping before 12am, somehow.

Lastly, on a random note, I'm glad I didn't "fall".

TTFN~!

When darkness fills the heart
And you're tempted to part.

God help me.

TTFN~!